~Happy New Date~

Yes, we are back at the top of the cycle, so I guess this is the point where I say Happy new cycle.

I am glad that myself and whoever is reading this has had the chance to see the beginning of this new cycle, and my prayer is that for even though we have seen the beginning of this one, may we see the end and the ends and beginnings of many more.
It is both sad and happy cos every new date makes a difference in my life and also marks the anniversary of the death of my cousin who passed away on a fateful new years day.

Now to the resolutions
I actually don't do resolutions, but at this stage, for some reason, I feel like I need to start making some targets for myself, cos I just do things and I have no idea what I expect for myself, under the premise that whatever comes is what's been ordained for me. I believe that's the healthier option isn't it?

1. I say this every year and I don't do much towards it, but I guess the more I say it, the more it becomes a part of me and I shall get into the habit of working towards it. I need a better relationship with God. He has been wonderful to me in indescribable ways and I haven't shown my appreciation like I should. I fear that If I keep up this behaviour, He may soon forget me. I don't want that, now nor at anytime in my life.

2. I need to stop caring. It's not what you think. Its more like I need to stop caring so much that it starts to veer on the edge of stalking/bugging/Nagging...e.t.c
I've started to get hints that I can be quite bothersome and people have started to avoid me. Their loss or mine? I don't know, but I'd rather avoid having to think of it even if its true or not.

3. I need to map out my life. What am I doing with myself. People ask me what I want to do after uni and I have no idea. When do you want to get married, how many kids do you want to have? I don't know. Am I wrong in letting God take control of my life, in taking each day as it comes? But then again, they say if you fail to plan, then you are planning to fail. Lord help me!!!

4. I need to curb the sarcasm. SERIOUSLY! It seems to be getting me into trouble. Ok maybe not trouble, but once again, this, coupled with number 2 isn't getting me what I want. People just don't get me. Agreed they may be slow cos they don't get what I'm talking about, but then even when I just meet people, I'm myself i.e overtly sarcastic and once again its beginning to border on ANNOYING or so I think.

Ok, so I think thats it.

Right, honestly, I'm doing this cos I've lost the best gist buddy I ever had and even though he refuses to admit it, I'm sure this is part of the reason why he ran away. Even though I never admit it, I do miss you.

Either way, friends or not, I've got family and I've got LIFE!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.

Have a wonderful day and year,
Make the most of your year
Achieve greatness or at the very least,
Figure out the road to your great achievements,
Be the best that you can,
Most of all BE GOOD.

Much Love.
*Insert* New year hugs and sloppy kisses*

And here is another classic for you...